I felt a lot worse afterwards.
I didn't understand anything.
I wanted to call.
But they told me that wasn't a good idea.
I didn't know how you felt.
I'm so tired of pretending everything is okay.
It sucks being in so much pain.
I don't want to be a memory for you.
I don't want to be a voice in your head.
I don't want to live on through my art.
I want to live in my flat.
I want to live in my flat with you.
I want us to be happy together.