cw for suicide, sexual assault, anxiety, depression and me
I forgot and can't tell how much I dread this season. The person I am fucking told me yesterday he would give me a kind of Christmas gift; being able to spend time with him on the 26th.
When I think about myself in a future it's never pleasant. I don't imagine myself hosting Christmas parties with my lover but maybe becoming a statistic about winter suicide rates. I like you…
Kohlberger has ascended to Sharits levels of soul obliteration with this work. Staggering.
I have found a way to sleep on a rolled up coat against the window with the strobe of the sun and the life I've led.
Am I ready to leap?
Is there peace beneath?
dec. 2020
being isolated for a long time makes you forget your manners. i met someone and she is wonderful. we shared a paris thanksgiving and decided to make it more. the first activity of any new couple is of course the trading of art. we spent a couple days going through her favorite, serial experiments lain.
anime is a blindspot and admittedly not my cup of tea but it was beautiful if not completing gut wrenching. but then it…
