i need him

from my notes app:
okay the lighting
the ACTING
nicole giving performance of a lifetime
okay this is really sad
NICOLEEEEEEE
so many christmas trees
jaw on the floor
ummmm this is soooooo crazy
LIGHTING
why am i emotional 
stranley kubrick terrifies me
this is terrifying and sickening
i’m obsessed
and terrified 
like DISGUSTED
but so engrossed 
im so tense
the screenplay kinda reads like poetry in moments
um wtf
i’m so high
maybe too high for this
ending:??? 😳

no don't stab urself in the tit you're so sexy ahaha

yes i watched this for Taylor Swift