since coming out its been hard to get over my inherent distrust in most cishet people and opting to imbed myself exclusively into online spaces primarily made up of queers which will always be the case because my queer friends are amazing ofc but when I confront myself with this and really think about it it's mostly been a defense mechanism. besides having my nails painted or hair tied up I've only presented feminine in public one time and I…

been on this depression thing recently where I sit in my room all day and play dark souls and not really talk to anybody or watch any movies but I've been thinking about this movie again and something cool about it, cooler than any of the cool stuff in matrix reloaded I think, about how at its core it's a movie about a bunch of trans people who got old, and you don't really see that often enough, never in…